What experiences in life helped you grow the most?
Losing my grandparents & godmother in 2019.
Grandma – May
Godmother – August
Grandad – November
It completely shifted my entire being. Losing 3 of the people who played a huge part in raising me took me into a spiral. Felt like I was left on this Earth empty and alone with no guidance. Dark space, dark thoughts, dark clouds…. Many questions but no answers. Heartbroken and angry. The first time grief really affected me and took a toll on my life in so many ways. Leading me to go down a path of spiritual healing.
Here I am going on 6 years later and I understand life and death on a whole different level. Yes I still experience grief from there absence not physically being here but spiritually I tap into their presence which gives me soooooo much guidance more than having them here in the 3D with me. Its like I can hear them more clearly and effectively once I healed my heart. I thought I would never get over that year. But it needed to happen. I needed to mature and grow up and rely on myself more. I needed to see that the people who were around me at the time were not for me. I needed to feel the pain I felt to welcome in a new outlook on life. I am forever grateful for my grandparents for always showing up for me and taking care of me and giving me words of wisdom that will be passed down generations after me. I am forever grateful for my godmother who worked so hard and accomplished so much in her few years here on Earth and always took care of those around here. Even with being away they inspire me each day. Because they always loved me for me and never tried to change me. So instead of crying, being depressed and anxious I choose to honor their legacy in showing up authentically as me and doing what I feel at peace doing. Because one day I too will join them on the other side 🤎✨
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